Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on April 8, 2009, at 1:33:20
In reply to My life so far...what should I do?, posted by Dima on April 4, 2009, at 13:42:26
Looking back, they are fears that start at 18, phobia's, and fears that where not thought about in the past. They start poppin up, it's a wierd feeling because you have never experienced this feeling "unknownness, semi-confusion". Back them, i did not talk, alot, i was mellow, and kept back because i didnt have common relating with people. I just made aquantanices....didnt keep relationship, buddies, because i was unstable, i would just say somethings, and people thought i was wierd. I hated going to social's.
Get to the point on this: fears about unknown, phobia's, can become severe, studdering, mmmm unstable image. Not using my personal background, but it can come to the point of "stiff, to nervous on a thought".
What happen's, people catororize people from what there outer actions, their looks, their personality, if its good thats great, but inner thoughts come.. In the past, i fought alot of my fears, and denied them inside. They came back, to a point where "reprogram" thinking. Starting having diffrent images, and when you think of something, or maybe a "daydream" of the future how you want to see yourself, it does happen, but not fact.Personality change, i would get really random, and people thought i was random. Well, after years, it turned into "passive-agressive" basically walk around, things get on your nerves, people, say things, I would make indirect dis remarks, that where deep, i'll had to them apologize later. It's the sub-coun, operating. People give me a hard time, I usally will make up a fast comment, "Well, patty, or sue, whatever the hell your name is, havin a bad day? join the club!" Gotta a Light? i smoke light's.
Sometimes people walk off, say: bye, don't come back, got on my nerves in the first place, thanks.Its dynamic rotates to any circumstance, or new image, drop the old one. It's from an unstable self-image, in the past. So, establish "unique" changes. Not wanting to associate with other's.
Medications:
Paxil, first thing, in the past it been "blackboxed" for people under 18, because of bad reactions. Paxil increases Serotonin in the nerve synpase, the tranmisstion is full. Serotonin is mainly for happiness in seeing life as it is, sleep, feeling stable, definetly elimiates depression.. Main it causes "mental fog", great for anxiety, i've read various articles, "unmotivated, tired, lethargic" yet "not in the dump's" which, feel empty, incomplete inside. It deals alot with how you look at life. Paxil is a strong SSRI. Dopamine/norephinephrine are low, or cancelled out because the serotonin satruration is full.
Wellbutrin, increases motivation, indirectly, people who have "low energy". But, also, it made me, battery-like, the worst mood, irrtiblible, i would make saracastic comment's to every second if something happened. It works, good with some ADHD cases, by increasing dopamine, motivation, norephienphrine, attention, vigilent, staying alert.
Some thought, imput:Prozac is good, because it provides "lift" and it's mild stimulating, but i've read it helps with anxiety. Reason, it's stimulating, it also effect's NE and increases "lift". It's good, but i've also read the bad reports too.
Adderall/Dexedrine is psychoactive, produces increased motivation, dilegence, on something, or getting things done Feeling like you cant think. Also is abusable, which can lead to tirenesss, and horrible depression. So, follow the intructions on the bottle.
There's something called Strattera, it's for ADHD, and said to be AD, it's not. It increases NE levels, more alert. Takes about 3 weeks to start working.Have you heard of Nuerontin, Lycria are the new generation anti-anxiety GABA associated, medications. Older, where Ativan, Valium, Xanax which are still used in needed cases.
Mood stablizer's: Lamictal, Lithium, are ok, but not the best. They normalize nuerotrasmitter's back to normal nevel's. That may help. Tell your doctor, Wellbutrin, it's making "moody", like you said, somedays are ok, other's are bad. That's not a stable balance, effect's how you operate in general, negative feelings, moods.
Lamicatal may help. Reconsider on the Paxil, it causes drowsiness in general. Prozac, is diffrent, but more "lifting".
Best luck, take care
rj
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