Posted by elanor roosevelt on March 6, 2009, at 20:41:57
my life is unraveling
i'm broke
the apartment i live in is up for sale
and i'm down to just adderall and xanaxi was taking some lexapro at night to try a little snap out of it
didn't work and the joint pain got bad
now the depression and the joint pain are working off each other
i do need to get out of this funk to get hings straightened out
years ago i took parnate and after a while got into some terrible self-loathing
later it was suggested that i didn't dose it high enough
also, i remember someone suggesting a stimulant and my pdoc wouldn't go for itwhy the hell would i want to try parnate again?
1) everything else gives me blisters in my mouth
2) I had no joint pain at all on parnate
3) i did not gain weight
4) no nervous habits (with some meds i mess with my cuticles or bite my nails or obsess over the littlest thing stuck between my teeth)what doesn't work anymore or ever:
celexa
lexapro
paxil
wellbutrin
luvox
serzone
nortriptylin
topomax
effexor
depakote
lamictal
neurontin
strattera
modifnal
tianeptinei have to do something
my life is falling apart and i have to find a way to bring my business back up despite the economy
and what i want to do is stay in bed
perfectly still
with the covers over my head
but then i think about how much all my joints and muscles hurt
what's with all the pain and what should i do?
poster:elanor roosevelt
thread:884182
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