Posted by Fivefires on March 5, 2009, at 2:36:10
In reply to Re: SHALL I DO IT TONIGHT??? » Fivefires, posted by Phillipa on March 4, 2009, at 19:45:20
> Five Fires did you call pdoc or take the med?<
Often call. Pdpc doesn't return calls. I fell asleep late afternoon and it's 1a. No pill tonight. I'm very frightened to take it as I'd always been so 'in control' in the past and my body more healthy, and I wish someone could spend the night w/ me when I take it.
> Were you ever diagnosed as bipolar?<
No, but can it be medication induced? It seems Provigil causes some OCD & ADHD. And, Effexor-XR at 450mg (I went down to 75mgs) induced mania, or at least what I'm sure mania is now!
Sorry; fell asleep 5p and its 1a.
I used to have worse symptoms in the spring, or, simply situational, but now, it is as if every day is black.
Preparing MPofA. Any1 who knows about these and could lookover, w/ anonymity of course, appreciate way and pls babblemail me. Followed a state revised statute w/ some added comments of own. Wondering if wrong to leave arrangements to those you love. There is a form to express your directives after death. Never imagined I'd be unable to afford an attorney at this time in my life or as things are going, ever, and wouldn't want what children wouldn't want. If your dust, where can they find you, cry w/ you, leave you flowers; idk. This is legal jargon; sorry.
You're here w/ me to live.
>Love Phillipa<
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