Posted by streetsk8er794 on December 17, 2008, at 23:36:38
In reply to Re: I REALLY need some help guys... » streetsk8er794, posted by YOGI BRONX on December 17, 2008, at 13:39:04
Haha, I like that. Always wait 48 hours before acting on Epiphanies. Well sh*t, I wish I would have used that motto a week ago. This past week with no Dexedrine has been absolutely friggin aweful. I've went home from work hours early almost every day, shaving is a joke, sleep is my friend, I've had to have gained at least 10 lbs in pure fat (peanut butter dipped in brown suger is a great snack)!; I contemplated for 20 minutes even getting out of bed to write this post.
Only 2 more days till I get my Dex back!!!!
BTW, I do agree about the helping my friends get high being a self-moral brain battle. The thing is, my life used to be in shambles worse than it is now because of drug addiction, and finally I overcame it (by going to jail). I now do believe that everything but weed is potentially immoral to get my friends high on, because of the addiction factor. I just need to walk in the other room while theyre getting high or whatnot I think, because I really like these new friends, I click great with em, and dont want to not hang out with them because of my problems. F*ck, I dont know what to do about that.
Before I change any of my meds, I'm going back to the doc to get back on Dex and let it get back into my system so I can think a little more clearly, then Im going to come back for some advice I think. Is that a reasonable idea?
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