Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 16, 2008, at 16:20:19
In reply to Dissociation - this is a Psychiatric Report, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 16, 2008, at 15:59:57
I've been prescibed Xanax in the past for "out of control panic attacks" but they where not noticeable, they where my mind, i would feel i was deattaching from my body because i couldnt take what was going, even if it was a simple task.
Xanax i have to state to my doctor, for now, it "vital" because, the anxiety, and the painful emotions that manifest, the mind will have create other character's to cope with stress.
Xanax just provides a feeling of "soothness, and calming emotions". It's potent, i've been on Ativan, Klonopin, they didnt work, Ativan only "mild" even at 2mg. Klonopin at 2mg would cause more suicidal thoughts....that funny because its a tranquilizer. Xanax 2mg hit it, i will come out of "derealization" and feel normal.
The point, i know exactly what people are going to say, "your dependent", well....first, my mind will shut off a personality when it's overwhelmed, or humilated, and be another charater. I dont want another personality to manifest. So, this is a fact which i know will have a result.
There are parts of my mind, i tune out emotions, and only think logically, no feelings. Then "drama", i cant stand drama, exept for TV shows, 90210....that stuff.
Alcohol obviously was used in the past before any sedatives came out, to soothe emotions or stress of the day. Alcohol, is "ancient", it works, but it has bad bad side effects, causes anger, but causes.....relief. That's why people are sometimes are in a cycle of working....then drinking scotch after the day is over with.
Barbiturates....should be thrown out, they where made just for money value, to medical purposes, just throw them off the market, there much more worse than alcohol, toxic, why are they still around? kick them off the market just like the goverment did with Quuladude in 1985.
SSRI's are....they can cause hypo-mania, and negitive feelings. They dont help anxiety, to my perceptive, they increase the feeling of going insane.
That's it....
Hope someone read's this, but who cares? people dont respond to things that do not apply to them.
Here just some info....
rj
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