Posted by SLS on November 9, 2008, at 16:33:44
In reply to Re: I better leave before I mess up the study, posted by bulldog2 on November 9, 2008, at 15:11:37
> ...when others go into remission and they have failed to do so.
It brings tears to my eyes to think of the people who have not YET been treated adequately when I have been. Survivor's guilt. Sometimes, I feel as if I have left people behind. I can't help but to want to share my success story with people in the hope that it will give them Hope. It is one of the main reasons that I have not disappeared from this forum. Another reason is to keep current on the new drugs that people are experimenting with.
I never lost hope, even when I was suicidal. It was logical to have hope. I had not yet run out of things to try. If I could conceive of a drug or drug combination not yet tried, there always lied the uncertainty that something might work. In other words, I was never absolutely certain that nothing would ever work. Such a conclusion would be illogical.
Have hope. It is logical.
- Scott
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