Posted by West on October 22, 2008, at 17:14:03
In reply to Re: Beauty and sadness » Jay_Bravest_Face, posted by linkadge on October 17, 2008, at 9:12:17
> I partially agree with you, but I partially disagree. I've been "well" and when I am emotions have a different quality to them.
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> My feelings and thoughts are less deep. I can't feel as much. I don't see certain things.
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> When I am depressed I feel like I am seeing more about the way the world really is. I feel I have a more realiztic appraisal of things, I notice more injustices, I feel other people's pain.
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> I know this is a bunch of B.S. for you, but sometimes I don't want to be well (or perhaps I don't know what well is).
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> I've taken almost every antidepressant there is out there and they all do the same thing for me. They are emotional ansesthetics. They simply block me from myself.
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> These are sentiments are my own. I am a day or two away from ending 3 years of medications and for the first the time in 3 years beginning to glimpse the nostaligic beauty of autumn in London.On them my sense of discrimination was lost, as well as my humanity.
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