Posted by rjlockhart '05 on August 13, 2008, at 1:08:10
This is a genetic, disorder. Had it most of my life. Always feel out of place, and say the wrong thing all the time. Off the wall stuff, i mean it relates to the converstation, but it's hard to see the "connection".
Also, make frequent error in everything, leave stuff on the car, not pay attention (IN a severe pattern where it makes me mentally defecit). I say "Goddanmit" about 6 times a day, roughly. Its gotten to the point where im so angry at my mind, i want to punish myself eachtime i mess up. I would trip over something before i tried to to it.
Sometimes i go into "dissociated" states because i can't relate to reality.
Dextroamphetamine, increases percistance, but still i make errors.
Biofeedback, hypnosis (tried it, some quack hynotist) and in depth entering the brain, and see what's wrong!
poster:rjlockhart '05
thread:845851
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