Posted by Marty on August 9, 2008, at 14:28:14
In reply to I'm going to hell. Help would be good ! Pb elite?, posted by Marty on August 8, 2008, at 23:13:41
Thanks to everyone who replied me.
You all had something interesting and I'll take some time to think about those ideas/points of view.
I glad that I can tell you that I feel much better today even if not too well.
Here's what I did:
- Acceptance before going to bed. Seing the breakup from a philosophic point of view etc.
- Added 50mg of Lamictal before bed for a total of 100mg/day. I suspect it is helping A LOT right now. I cannot explain such a dramatic mood change from yesterday without including Lamictal as a major factor. For who doesn't know yet Lamictal has some antidepressant properties in small doses especially for the Bipolars.- Didn't took Tianeptine before bed like I did the last 3 night. It was the main cause for the 3 last bad days I had: I was a little obsessional, inner rage, subtil paranoia etc that to this day has only been caused by TOO MUCH wellbutrin (especially without a mood stabilizer) and by Parnate.
-Didn't took Tianeptine today at all. My brain has adapted to a point where even half a dose is too much and feels like a bad neuroleptic... (cheap theory, I know)
- Not sure how much it helped and that's somehow counterintuitive: took .50mg Clonazepam (usually I take .25mg) and .25mg Alprazolam. And a Tylenol 500mg for a headache I've developped while crying. I specify the Tylenol because you may all doubt about that but EVEN Tylenol or Advil is able to modulate my mood positively for a couple hours. That's how much I'm sensitive.
.... I woke up positive about almost everything and had a better outlook on life that since a couple weeks/month. Never had such a fast recovery before and it doesn't feel at all like even the slightest hypomania. Not excited at all.What does that mean for me ? My Bp2 diagnostic isn't official and several years of med trial failed to make me maniac.. but Lamictal at that dose would have such a dramatic effect on me ? Any though on that would be appreciated.
Thanks again!
/\/\arty
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