Posted by your#1fan on March 25, 2008, at 21:54:56
I post much more less, than i did. Reasons because of a new life.
I want you to know that im still in here, but i cant post back like i did danmit. I could but usally it takes about 2 hours to respond everone's posts, in response too mine.
The AS syndrom has came to my head so clear because i constantly have to have people's approval, if i dont i feel rejected, normal people would not feel this way. Thats why i need psychiatric, emotional, social, any kinda of support.
I took on persona's of rebel's that made it in life, and i tried it, it just went down the drain.
I really am having a hard time with life...and i know you proably wont post back, but just atleast hear me. I've mentally changed becacuse of a actaull trama-like situation that happened i cannot tell you about.
I lost my personality i had. I feel rather transparant to all my vuneribilites.
I talk too much i need to shut up......
sorry
take care, and good night to you all,
your#1fan
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