Posted by yxibow on March 17, 2008, at 2:58:26
In reply to Re: I need another doctor! phillpa, posted by your#1fan on March 17, 2008, at 1:26:36
> Its not going end, i have to kick Ms. Dearest off my insurance. Because not has she only sabtoged half of my mind, its my life! dont expect a door hit her in *ss! bye mom! see ya at christmas!
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> God, whooo, just mad. Mad, but you know, i gotta get over it, because polarbear, many poster have told me to just go on with my life with out treatment.....Don't go untreated -- if not for medication, then therapy. Its not a place that I think you would want to go and functionality would be reduced. It would make life harder to cope with. And there's no shame in being treated and eventually finding a second opinion since you have painted a fairly dismal picture of your current p-doc.
> But at least i am getting treated for Bi-polar disorder, that is a #1 thing to get treated for....and actually i havent taken my Zyprexa. I need to, mind is so raging about every aspect of life! its misery it brings you! the heartache, the lonelyness. The stupitity that i have done in the past (which is my own ego's choice), i just all regret everything.
We can mourn the past but we move forward and accept our limitations -- I have a lot of things I wish I never did, changes in life I wish I didnt make and I think I wouldn't be where I am now, but I'm here, its is a fact that it is St. Patrick's Day, 2008, with a lot of complexities, I live in the Here and Now -- its the only reality outside our own inner feelings that exists.
> sorry....im just ranting...
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> electric fanRanting lets it out and then you focus on something that makes you feel better and gets one forward in life.
-- I hope you feel better
-- tidings
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