Posted by your#1fan on March 2, 2008, at 1:05:24
In reply to Re: Psychologically Scared » your#1fan, posted by yxibow on March 1, 2008, at 3:42:03
sorry, i've been getting yall mixed up!
Work is a part of life, and many people are afraid, but i used to have a job at the GAP, i hated it (5am-2pm). I talked all the time on the assembly line, because i was bored.....there was no life in it! just openining packeges...not saying anything i hated that job, i talked non-stop about random things and people got nerve'd by it. Well who cares? I worked from 2006-2007, 1 year and a half.
I've got to get the mind set that life is not about serinity, i've gotta get the mind set of a workaholic, and i aint talkin' just to talk. I need to really know that work, is a part of real real life. Get out of daze mode, non-control of my life mode.
If i keep a diary (which i will lose severeal) thats a fact...you know..i have posted i lose everything, including sanity sometimes. But i'll put that at rest.
I would develop alter ego's to help, if i just "hopped out". It would be tramatizing, i would just be shot shot shot to hell, and praying to god every second. Like i've thought i just getting a Ticket to New York City and Get out of here! but where would that get me? in some deep deep hole.
Thanks for the adivce and know that i do my best to respond back. Its usally at night, like its 1:04am currently CT time.
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