Posted by AMY II on February 29, 2008, at 13:44:23
In reply to Re: FIGURE ME OUT AND YOU ARE SMARTER THAN ANY DOC, posted by henryo on February 29, 2008, at 3:23:26
Yep, it was a powder in a plastic baggy. I had done meth and coke before so I know it wasn't that. This guy I was dating was getting the X from someone else. Maybe even running it for him. I don't know. I was in the dark about it. All I know is that he put it in a little twisty plastic bag for me to swallow, I verified with him that this was gonna be "OK" and then BAM, not even 15-30 minutes later I was sooo "High" that literally my head felt like it was being pulled up to the sky right off my head. I had to go home right away, went to the bedroom and fell asleep. Definately not right.
Funny thing is, it didn't affect my boyfriend the same way afterward, but he said he didn't feel right either after taking it and also went home with me and passed out. He agreed that something was wrong.
I had done meth and coke without having panic attacks afterwards, or anxiety attacks, or any other weird symptoms. I tried acid ONCE and never did it again because of the slight hallucinations that happened. But again, never anything that happened in the way of anxiety attacks or anything. NOT until I did X. After that, I had huge anxiety attack the next day but nothing like this!Another thing I will add that may be significant is that I was fine for two days after this final x trip, powder form. It was two days later and I had this HUGE electrical surge in my head that just felt like my brain burst and then all the symptoms started from there.
I hate the psychiatrists point of view on things like looking at you differently because you used drugs. I partied like a rock star, looked like one and felt like one for a year. Ok, but that doesn't define me now. Or before that year. I feel like you just aren't taken seriously because of it. That they are always looking at you like you might be Schizophrenic or can't discern what is real and what is fake.(sorry to those of you that are, truly).
I wish I could find a doctor that does extensive testing on those that have done "X" or a doctor that has taken speical interest in these cases and the effects it has on the body.
If I only would have kept some of that drug and had it tested. I can't go back now, I can only look for answers here in the present.
Where would I look up poisoning? Why does it seem that doctors don't care to find out what is wrong with you, only to treat the symptoms you have and call it whatever they want so long as it seems to fit? Why not DIG damn it!
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