Posted by your#1fan on December 7, 2007, at 23:56:41
In reply to Re: Flattness, posted by Phillipa on December 7, 2007, at 23:36:43
yea phillipa its severe bordem with agitated symptoms like im just in a bad mood.
There are things that i lack, socially, like i stopped hanging out with my friends, socailly isolated, but because of that is because of depression in its self, i dont feel like associating myself sometimes with others. But in return, i get depressed, and just want to stick my head in toilet.
There was alot of things that where not addressed when i was a teen, and they manifestied into some anger, severe depression, some emotional moments because i dont know whats going to happen in life.
But i dont show it, but i think it inside. I never show im angry unless someone actually starts acusing me of something. Thats kind of personal things that go on at home.
Racer is right, im just in this "flatness" period where im not doing anything. By the way im going to priest tommorow and talk about somethings at a catholic church, not kidding....thats the last option. Alot of people dont seem to care so i have to go to people, aka, pastors, leaders, and intern i get not what i want. I get judged. Its not that conforting you know....
So i go in these states, but its really my enviorment i put myself in.
Sorry for #1fan's anaysis of himself ROFL!
but fan has problems going on right now. Just pray for me that this preist tommorow will tell me something good thats going to happen. I need someone to at least tell my problems to.
your#1fan
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