Posted by rskontos on September 18, 2007, at 17:52:17
In reply to Re: Bipolar and Anxiety related??????, posted by rina on September 17, 2007, at 13:47:52
The journal for my moods is good. I had a rough night after letting my feelings out so I thank you guys for responding. It is hard for me to tell others how I am feeling as I feel so crazy. I have denied for so long how I really feel. No I just have the dissocative disorder diagnosis from the therapist, anxiety and severe depression along with it. I think I might be bi-polar but no one has diagnosised it as of yet. I made a neuro appt. but she can't see me until the 5 of Oct. I had a migraine today too of all things so maybe the topamax is pooping out. But you know depakote, at 750 mg. and lamictal I don't remember how much didn't help my moods but maybe I wasn't on them long enough. Depakote made my IBS really flare up so I quit it. Lamicatal make me just plain feel bad but I might think about trying it again if the p-doc suggests it. I really want to find one that has some experience with mood disorders since that would cover the dissocative I think and bi-polar along with the anxiety and depression. Today I just feel bad. I couldn't sleep and today I have a migraine. I finally got my headache gone and now have that drained sluggish let down after a migraine feeling. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Thanks for answering because I have cried today, felt bad after opening up yesterday, felt numb, had to go to the dentist and worn my sunglasses through the entire visit. At least they understand migraines and were ok and worked quickly. I am going to start the journal to see if it helps with when I see the doctor. My anxiety is very high now, and those zone out episodes have me freaked out too and worried about the next one. Sometimes they might be partial seizures sometimes I don't think so, or they replace panic attacks. I upped the topamax back too 200 mg until I see the neuro or get something to replace it or something for the anxiety. Thanks again RK
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