Posted by Fivefires on September 12, 2007, at 23:30:29
In reply to Okay I'm starting to get scared again already, posted by Fivefires on September 12, 2007, at 19:45:48
Feel the heartache creeping welling up inside me and the feeling I need to cry.
I'm sorry if posting here on med line was incorrect.
It maybe should have been on social or relationships.
But then, I'm also wondering if I've reached a tolerance level w/ only 5mg of Abilify, as well, so kind of needed a 'miscellaneous board' and we don't have one of those do we?
Can't sleep, can't eat, I'm in deep.
The good parts of the relationship are at the forefront of my thoughts because they were really wonderful. But, the bad parts were pretty bad and if I could just focus on these instead, maybe I could move on. Do I need to angry? Too late. Can only contact him by mail. I know I'm angry as well as sad.
Ohhhhhh, this could be another one of those long heartaches I'e experienced in the past, but if I could get some feedback from any1 of you, maybe it would move me in the right direction.
I wish I had more strength in my mind than in my heart. I wish my heart was not so sensitive. More than anything I wish he'd chosen me insted of his mother and dr*gs. Guess this is one of those 'not good enough' situations.
I hear those songs about 'can't live if living is w/o you' and just start crying. Oh, it hurts.
Then out of the blue, there will be a glimmer of a thing he did which was so telltale of his 'sneakiness', but the glimmer doesn't stick.
5f
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