Posted by Fivefires on July 11, 2007, at 17:29:24
In reply to Did I die and go to hell?, posted by deniseuk190466 on July 10, 2007, at 13:03:01
(((((((((Denise)))))))))
I've been there, beyond just the thoughts.
I've run the gamut of ADs, but, currently trying Cymbalta for first time ... began good, then got bad, so now going to try a smaller dose, but now my hope has been shaken. I'm reading an article about the MAOIs being overlooked. I'm trying to remember if I've ever been on one. Someone just suggested Elavil. (I'm shaking my head.) I keep asking myself what will work for me? Or, did I miss something good, because I was scared off too easily re: bad side effects?
I think the only meds helping me are, 1) narcotics I started years ago for a c-spine injury. (There's an article in July issue of Elle about them being used for depression.) (Sorry anti-narcs!) And, 2) Xanax for anxiety. (Sorry anti-benzos!)
I notice Zyprexa followed up re: vites and there is so much truth to this part of our feeling well.
I've strayed away from good alternatives and know I need to get them back into my routine.
I feel as if I'm waiting for something-or-someone to save me. I know 'I need to do the work', but still, I find myself waiting.(?)
I've gotten as far as 'at least setting the vites out where I can see them'! Now if I'd just take them!!!
I rationalize becuz' of lactose intolerance and IBS, that I have nothing to take them with!
A container of Boost w/o milk product would be perfect, and, I have some!!!
Just for u and I, I'm going to go drink a bottle of it w/ my mag/cal and b-vites and fish oil right now. Thank u for helping me. By hearing you, I here myself.
You're not in hell; you're in heaven if here.
tks&bestwishes2u, 5f
poster:Fivefires
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