Posted by florence on March 1, 2007, at 22:45:02
In reply to Am I The Only Messed Up Person Here Hiding In the, posted by Phillipa on February 27, 2007, at 12:09:59
> Am I the only messed up person on babble I knew I was the worst off hiding in the house and it's nice out . And I can't do a thing but sit here. I'm a sick person is it lymes, thryoid, my mind or something else? I've seen so many specialists. Is there nothing else to to? Love Phillipa the wierdest person on babble and the sickest I think.
I hide in my bedroom... Avoid my DH and have even refused to answer all phone calls. Never answer the door...Have even felt so bad I can't even talk to my only child who is away at college.
I can't even fake feeling okay-that's why I avoid people. Hashi's thyroid went undiagnosed so long. I am now in hell cuz of Provigil and xanax and Klonopin and Sonata......... I am in bed 24/7 cuz of fatigue. probably from upping provigil and benzos. It has been this way for over a year.
It is non-stop. I dread waking up and I dread trying to fall asleep.
And my DH wants me to fly to the Univ. of Chicago for a clinical trial on thyroid resistence..
I dont even have the strength to get dressed.
My "condition" could be the result of Lupron (GnRh agonist) I took for migraines.. I always feel great on it... But after effects may be the fatigue...it is loathed by most women who have taken it for endomet. and is very expensive.
You are so pleasant P.- and I thank you for that. I am tired of educating drs about my symptoms or a specific drug while I foot the bill. I try to change things but I seem to get worse....
I feel paralyzed mentally cuz there are so many things I am interested in- and can't exert the effort to do any of them.. So motivation is not a problem.. sorry too long... The people here are great.... florence
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