Posted by corafree on July 6, 2006, at 17:09:25
In reply to Re: Depression 'Remission' ? :} Valium,Percocet,Soma, posted by med_empowered on July 6, 2006, at 13:40:07
Maybe it is the Soma, but the morning that I awoke 'feeling good' was also after discontinuing Wellbutrin. I had an immediate and strong affect from Wellbutrin ... like 'shock therapy'! I was quickly shown how being 'manic' feels. I'd often thought it sounded good, being I was always 'downwardly' depressed. But whoa ... it wasn't a good feeling. It was like there were all these things I was going to do, but I was frozen @ the enormity of them. I felt like all my self control had been taken away.
Maybe Wellbutrin tripped a trigger 'on' that had been 'off' for a long time!?
And maybe, for once, things worked together 'time wise'.
And, I'd been praying feverishly lately. When I awoke the morning 'I felt good', it felt like someone had been sleeping beside me and they'd just left. I sat up and looked next to me, and around the room. I felt like someone had been there. Twas' a b i t s c a r e y!
After many many years, .. relief!?
I wonder too, if maybe ADs were actually keeping me depressed somehow.
I think I can rule out my life circumstances as they are still good then bad then good then bad.
There are sooo many reasons why I could be feeling good for once, for a while, for longer than a while. This feeling hasn't gone away yet! So, I'm just speculating.
Today, I've been giving some thought to picking up and moving to another state where I know no one!? (Except you all, and that's good, ... you're portable!)
I was thinking of FL or GA, specifically Sara*ota or *thens. Any thoughts???
Crazy huh ... I must be in remission!
love, cf
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