Posted by SLS on April 24, 2006, at 9:33:26
In reply to Re: Another drug failure » SLS, posted by Crazy Horse on April 24, 2006, at 9:17:55
> > I have this nervous feeling in the pit of my stomach. I have reached the point where I feel I am doomed to never be free of this ubiquitous cognitive suppression and painful affective oppression. My thoughts turn towards autoeuthanasia.
> I'm sorry that you have to feel this way. It's horrible, i've felt like that many times myself. Do you have and local physical support Scott? A wife, parents, siblings, friends, someone you can lean on to help you at this time? Have you considered being hospitalized? I Just don't think being alone is good.
I go to a clinical 2-3 times a week for psychological and emotional support. I almost don't want to be bothered going today, but I guess it would be good for me.
I still can't believe this stuff just stopped working for me. I thought that after two weeks of improvement, I would be home-free. My outlook was positive and optimistic. I was beginning to plan my future as a healthy adult. It all came crashing down on me last week.
- Scott
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