Posted by tepiaca on February 1, 2006, at 20:36:59
In reply to Re: Sometimes I think meds make me feel worse......, posted by Meri-Tuuli on January 31, 2006, at 5:15:17
Thanks guys. I do feel alive but Im not well.
It seems that even if meds turn me in a robot
Im gonna have to take them. I dont know what
to do. Lets say that without meds I can fall
very very deep. An with meds Is like if I had
a parachute , I dont feel the same. Im drugged
so I dont suffer I dont have feelings. I like
life in this moment, but I feel i have no control
over my problem. I felt so bad a couple of hours
ago, I just went to see a cousin, but his house
was full of kids and mrs. I was scared at dead!
I had to leave the house. I couldn´t speak. This
is hell. I thougth I was gonna make it without meds but it seems I can´t.
poster:tepiaca
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