Posted by shasling on January 21, 2006, at 17:48:23
In reply to What can chronic Amphetamine doses do over time?, posted by rjlockhart on January 21, 2006, at 12:29:30
Ya know, Rj, you just don't sound good. You have serious concerns about your use of the drug and its long term affects on your well being - and this isn't your first post on that - yet you still keep taking it. That's a bad sign. You are on a self described binge and that's another really bad sign. You know these things....
If you were a family member, someone whose condition I was familiar with and whose life I could really butt into, I'd insist you get off it, clear up and see then if it's still necessary to take. There's got to be an alternative med for you by now...
But you're not and I can only butt in so much, so I will say this: Take it for what it's worth from a recovered hard core meth addict with the lovely brain damage to match, but speed of any kind is always borrowed energy. It's not free, and you will pay for it somehow sooner or later.
Its typical to know at some point that its gone bad on you, yet still keep taking it in an eternal and fruitless effort to recapture how good it used to be, so ask yourself this: Is it doing you as much good as it is bad? If not, it needs to go. It doesn't get much simpler than that.
Please take care, and remember that if you're feeling confused and crazy, that it can be the drug. It totally can get you that way over time. It gets better after you get rid of the drug.
Suzie
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