Posted by willyee on September 10, 2005, at 2:58:27
In reply to doesnt death sound like relief?, posted by rjlockhart98 on September 9, 2005, at 22:44:00
> I am in a crisis, mental crisis, emotional breakdown, what am going to hold on to.
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> People seemed to support me more, now im more just ignored becuase i am already labeled that I dont need advice.
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> Sometimes i think if i would just go away, this will all go away! it brings peace.
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> My grandmother is losing her mind, my mom is going crazy having chaos, she has rages. Collage, i want to be something. There is a shotgun in the garage, getting out of this.
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> Lord forgive me of my sins.
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> I hope this will go away.
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> Matt
Might sound silly bro,but no one ever came back from there,so its not promised its an escape from depression.Who knows what lies there,i try to remember that myself when those thoughts sneak in and remeber death isnt an option.
I dont know if u have yet,but i think its time you confie in ur doc about these thoughts,they are becomming too extreme.
I gave my doc this impression and i think her attitude that day toward my treatment was more intense.
Let ur doc know the kind of troubly ur having and perhaps her approach toward ur treatment will be more agressive,u just never know,good luck man.
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