Posted by alienatari on July 27, 2005, at 6:25:46
Hey all. I'm feeling pretty depressed at the moment :( and hearing voices, very paranoid and my OCD is annoying me but my OCD isnt as bad as it usually is. I dont know what to do. I'm on a lot of medication but still feel depressed. Im starting to think my Mother and my Boyfriend are trying to pooson me. It feels real when it happens but then I know its not real later if that makes sence.
I'm on 10mg of zyprexa (which is doing nothing but making me fat) 200mg of clomipramine, 10mg of diazapam and 1000 mg of valproate.
What could I have added for depression? Should I increase the clomipramine? My pdoc was talking about going upto 250mg but im kind of scared of doing this.
:(
He is talking about puting me on an older neuroleptic. Largactil(Thorazine) was mentioned but there is no way id ever go back on that stuff again.
He thinks I have a psychotic disordre :( I dont want to have this label. I hate labels. I wonder which one he is leaning towards.
Any help or info would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you.
So how is everyone going? I hope everyone is doing well. Take care all.
Chris.
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