Posted by ramsea on July 15, 2005, at 1:07:57
In reply to Re: Too little Lithium vs. just enough? experience » ramsea, posted by barbaracat on July 14, 2005, at 13:26:55
Barbara,
Sorry to hear about the depressive state you're in. You sure do understand Mixed mania conditions however---which makes me feel guilty, a little, because it is always nice not to be the only one. But I still don't wish it on you---or me, for that matter. It's strange how some folks pay good money to experience these tasters of hell. We get it free--and no luck for it.My pdoc said last week that there are always going to be breakthrough episodes, the key is to become superaware of what is happening and taking steps for real damage control. He said this because I have been feeling so good--and you know the rest...Pity isn't it, that feeling good has to contain a warning for the likes of us.
Though it isn't as frequent for me as hypo/mania/mixed with psychotic features at times, I have been there with serious lethargic depression too, Barbara. I think it is easier for family and friends to bear,because we're sort of lumpish and quiet and they know where to find us (bed, sofa.) And yes, easier to bear in comparison with St. Vitus's dance but still----untreated, it seems to make the "next" mania more severe. Hope your dragging mood lifts soon for you.
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