Posted by LynneDa on May 15, 2005, at 23:13:29
In reply to I want to just disappear., posted by Colleen D. on May 15, 2005, at 18:36:22
Hi there - I was in your shoes 9 years ago. Today things look much brighter. I made some choices, but had lots of help and support to carry them out. Please reach out, there are people around you who care and would be happy to help you.
I do have to add that, although I'm on meds and in a good marriage, I still have days when I just want to disappear :-). Just not as many . . . it is tolerable and I'm glad I'm still here.
Hang in there the best you can. Make choices for you and your kids!
~ Lynne
*************************Why can't they make a pill that you could take to go on a mental health vacation for a couple of days. No worries; just peacefulness. I love my kids so much. I could never purposely leave them, but I feel my marriage slowly disolving each day. I can't handle being the spouse of an alcoholic. I just want to disappear.
poster:LynneDa
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