Posted by Harlock on April 11, 2005, at 9:18:48
In reply to Dread ..grim feelings again :(, posted by Slinky on April 6, 2005, at 12:07:29
I hear you on the thoughts of dread.
I get them a decent amount of the time and they drive me insane. It shouldn't be this hard just to continue living.I had a rough review at work, no raise, no bonus (when *everyone* else got both), so I feel sorry for myself now. Like a failure. I dread going to this job even more now. I already dreaded going into work (even though in reality, work isn't that bad) and it's even worse now.
My boss is probably going to call me in for another "talk". I'm totally NOT interested in hearing about how much I failed again.
Life SO isn't fair.
> Hi
>
> I've been taking 400mg tegretol daily...for about 3 weeks.
> It made me sleepy/foggy but the dread suicidal stuff seemed to dissipate .
> Alas the crap has returned again from nowhere.
> Does this mean I may need an increase that it hasn't reached a theraputic level.
> What a bummer.
> Reality is scaring me..claustrophopic in the universe. Just want escapism.
> I'm spending all day with thoughts of how to do the deed again.
> Guess I need some friendly advice or even just an hello.
> I'm my own worst enemy.
>
> A miserable slinky.
>
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