Posted by mmcconathy on March 20, 2005, at 21:08:19
I am sick of going to a psychiatrist, i sick of being abnormal, and i am going to change. Period.
Medication helps many people, i dont want it no longer, i have abused, i have been throught trauma with myself about losing my mind. Its time to get a grip, i realize that its all about the current level of awareness you percieve reality, i have been trapped in my own misery that roots to helpless implanted from my past, this is simple habit breaking, that is Unpleasant, but can be achieved.
I want breakthrough, misery will love company no more, i am out.
I have been rejected all the time because of my personality, it has driven me to change with power. I want to overcome all of my deficits, rejection, misery, it is all my present awareness that reality is viewed, dont pay attention to counsious mind, the subcounsious mind is what plants dreams, and desires, ambition.
I am not a Scientologist, christain scientist, i am a man, who has abilites to make descions to drive his life.
I have frustrated many people, my therapist, normally it is an instinct to get along with other individuels, i am the exeption. there just something aobut me that repels people, this deeply frustrates myself, but accept reality, and dont accept what your 5 senses tell you, subcouciousmind can change your desires.
Dont flow along with the world, make your way, fight, people dont like you, simple adapt social skills.
I've gotta run. Best luck to you
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