Posted by AMD on February 28, 2005, at 15:25:56
In reply to Re: Help! Various questions... » AMD, posted by just so sad on February 28, 2005, at 15:04:17
I just feel incredibly guilty -- I can't concentrate today, and my mind is somewhat racing. I feel "dirty" from having taken the drug, and I feel like a major failure for having effectively reversed back to two years ago. I just hope this is indeed a minor slip-up and that I'll feel level-headed again soon. Right now I have depression: don't want to get out of bed; don't have the motivation to go to the gym; can't read or concentrate; just feel sad. I don't know if it's the cocaine or the alcohol -- but both are out of my system by now and I still feel horrid. Perhaps I just need time for my drugs to kick back in. I just hope they work again ...
Thanks for your posting.
amd
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