Posted by zowie_27 on January 7, 2005, at 1:16:07
Is this the life I will live forever? Monitoring every second of every day on how I'm feeling, thinking, acting? I can't take it I just want to be normal for one whole week! I'm tired of fighting this fight, I lie awake at night wondering what will I go to sleep soon, should I get up, am I manic? I am so angry and so depressed, I need help and my dr is a good dr, maybe one day she will actually help people but not me. She is an intern straight out of a mentle ward and has no experience, she walks slow she talks slow classic textbook behavior. I have no choice I'm stuck. I'm only on 3 meds and I have known all along I'm not medicated enough but No One hears me. All they can say is "have you taken your pills today"? Are you PMSing? I'm drowning in a abyss of depair....
Hopeless in Cali
K.
poster:zowie_27
thread:438870
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20050103/msgs/438870.html