Posted by linkadge on December 3, 2004, at 14:08:02
In reply to Re: To the point where I don't mention suicidiality, posted by linkadge on December 3, 2004, at 13:58:42
I don't think that people understand how primitive the brain really is.
It doesn't need tangable, logical, rational reasons to want to kill itself. Nothing really has to be wrong externally for things to go wrong internally. I know because, after one night of sleep deprivation, everything is normal again almost as quick as it takes to snap my fingers. Thats how I know its got nothing to do with some external factor I've been continually beating myself up over finding.
"Oh, but you've got to wait for things to kick in" - I've waited long enough. Like somebody in chonic pain, it doesn't just go away.
Linkadge
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