Posted by BrittPark on August 6, 2004, at 10:18:25
In reply to BPersonalityDs - Are There Any Of You Out There?, posted by corafree on August 6, 2004, at 5:50:30
I don't have BPersonalityD but I do have my own problems: recurrent major depressions. I haven't been precisely where you are but I've been in some pretty awful places. This will sound trite, because it is, but you will get better. Here are the things I think you need to do. It sounds like your suffering from severe depression right now. You need proper medication. Get a psychiatrist you can trust as soon as you can. I don't know how hard this is going to be for you, but it sounds like you have some financial and health care system constraints. You'll have to wait it out. It's awful, but it's all you can do and it's what you owe yourself. Finally if the suicidal ideation starts to become intent check yourself into the nearest emergency room. This, too, is no fun, but hospitalization is better than dying even though you may not feel it to be so. It's a horrible road, but there are 100s of us on this board who've walked it. Keep talking to us. We'll see you through it.
Britt
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