Posted by inthegloaming on February 24, 2004, at 9:33:32
In reply to Re: Fluoxetine and Alchohol--please help, posted by Bill LL on February 24, 2004, at 8:16:49
thanks for your letter. i have talked to said person about what happened and they feel terrible. i'm still wavering on whether or not it was strict 'abuse...' i mean, i'm not physically harmed from it or anything, but... i mean it was violating, sure, but abuse is a strong word...
i don't know. i'm confused about it. i'm angry and hurt, etc. etc. because this is really my first 'sexual' (tho it involved no intercourse) experience and it wasn't what i'd wanted. it was about as romantic as a trip to the doctors office and... well yeah. i have issues with being touched and this person knew that, and tried it while i was out of it. THAT is a violation of trust, etc. etc.
sorry to keep rambling like this. i'm just... it hurts. a lot. and i'm scared. my first 'encounter' was with a drunken person trying to kiss and touch me so... so it's just... ugh.
anyway, thanks for reading.
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