Posted by slinky on October 24, 2003, at 14:11:58
In reply to Re: dear..crazychickuk ALL CAN READ !!, posted by crazychickuk on October 24, 2003, at 13:38:46
> wow this is freaky, i havent been here for a while and as soon as i came on here is a message for me... aww bless... so freaky.. well i been on it for about 4 mnths is it.? ermm upped dosage from 15 to 30 2 mnths ago... things aint to well to be honest.. my parnoia (about ppl spiking me) is still there, when i take my tablet i fear i have already took it, i am starting to get panick attacks again about nothing, i am obsessing about things again and the WORST thing is i have been hearing my thoughts lately like ''dont eat that it is poisinous'' and ''donna'' ''donna'' etc etc, it is really freaking me out. erm erm depression is coming back slowely because of all of this. I been back to the doctor and he gave me small dose like 0mg of proponol (beta blocka) to be taken at 2 30 pm half hr before i go pick my daughter up from scroded school, but i havent taken any yet as i know for a fact it will freak me out like everything does.
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> This week i have had a pain at the back ofmy head and neck and today been freaking out that i got meningitis etc etc... my mum made me a shepards pie and i just heated some beans up and had it for dinner and thats when i kept hearing my thoughts saying ''dont eat it'' shouting at me.. :( so scarey.. so thats me what to do?
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> How are you slinky?I'm doing ok. When I get them obsessive negetive thoughts i shout at them to go away... I try to give the voice a name..a seperate charactor from myself.It's anxiety I think?? It's a part of you but it can't control you.
Sounds like you need another med ( ido as well)
I often think food is contaminated and other stuff..but that's from something bad that happened to me.Beta blocker should be safe to take so i wouldn't worry about it freaking you out--
..keep posting let me know how things are sweetypie.
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