Posted by crazychickuk on August 8, 2003, at 14:50:26
In reply to Re: STILL SUFFERING BADLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! » crazychickuk, posted by daizy on August 8, 2003, at 9:14:44
Well i get it all really, i can be fine one min then suddenly put of no where feel all funny, like i been taking drugs or something.. i get flashbacks of my past on drugs.. (4 yrs ago) anxiety is very high, i get ve ry anxious and a high feeling, i have been on all the ssris there are in the uk and snri's they all made me to manic, my hrt was constantly racing, trylics just made me to panicky, i kept getting panicky when i was t aking them even at night, diazipam stopped working for me for some reason as my mind is so overwhelming and remeron seems to be ok for now, no bad side affects this is the longest i have stuck to a med for, as i said i had to stop the rest, no good in saying you have to give meds a chance to work i had to stop them because of my hrt rate on doctors orders ofcourse, i seen the phsyciatrist before and she was the one who gave me the zoloft, never seen her again she just refered me straight for anxiety managment which i have been to 3 times now.... they just teach you to relax etc... BUT that dont help with the funny feeling i experience, a constant daze, dp, dr, BRAIN FOG.. my doc re refered me back to the phsyciatrist again as he isnt happy with they was they treat me there, they just signed me off withought me knowing really.. i was even suicidal.. now i have been on remeron for 3 weeks on 15 mg, have to stay on 15mg for another 2 weeks then i have to start on 30mg for a week then go back to my doctors, they dont knock me out they just relax me for a bit.. then i go to bed, i can still awake in the middle of the night though sometimes, BUT i cant get out of bed in the morning :( ummmmmmm just this brain fog.... and i fear i am loosing my mind, i know you can say U R NOT LOOSING YOUR MIND BUT it does feel as if i am.. i am so obsessed with my health, so obsessed about people spiking me with drugs, i can not be araond alot of people as i get all panicky that funny feeling i get in my head.. i have constant brain fog... and racing thoughts.. i even hear a mans voice just say one thing as i am going to sleep and i hear my mind talking also.. the voice of a man saying just one thing is like ''the job is done'' one night ''what an earth did u do that for '' is another, i can rememrber when i was younger 15 i used to take daily naps and i would go deeper and deeper into a sleep and couldnt wake myself up i would loose my breath and i would hear alsorts of voices then... then it happened again when i was pregnant NOW it is happenig again but this time it is also happeneing at night when i go to bed? SO i am just gonna have to wait till i see the phsyiciatrist i just hope she dont start me on any antiphsicotics (sry spelling)
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