Posted by KrissyP on March 11, 2003, at 0:42:18
In reply to Re: Are you really BiPolar?????, posted by linkadge on March 10, 2003, at 20:41:50
ok-I read the earlier post, before this one.
I hear you on this. I am freaking as I write this becasue I am giung to fail this final and prove what a dope I am. WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY. This can't happen. I need to chill. I just took my night meds-all of them. Somehow, I feel like shouting NO we can do this linkadge-man we can fight this battle, we have the power. This is real but I also think it is my mania AGAIN:-( damnit.
I'm here for you buddy the best I can beKristen
==================================================================================================> After finishing fall exams I was naturally
> elated. It seemed the elation turned into
> a strange feeling that I cannot describe.
> Nomatter what I did, it was not enough. Perhaps
> I had done it the wrong way. Perhaps this
> is not what the teacher really wants.
>
> I tore up, (what I realize now) were
> very well prepared. It was as if God
> were putting an idea into my head
> and not letting it go.
> One thing was that I perviously raised my
> fish oil dose to 6 g's Perhaps this pushed
> me over the edge. I thought It was a mood
> stabalizer?
>
> Anyway it was on lithium and off celexa, and
> ever since the rage has been unbearable.
> Just wanting to take them and hit them
> repeatedly over and over and over and over.
> YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, THIS IS NOT WHO I AM
>
> Linkadge
>
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