Posted by storm on December 6, 2001, at 12:41:07
I've been on lots of meds. right now for various reasons, I'm only on neurontin, and 1/3 of my lithium dose when I really need it. maybe it's just an illusion, but I feel like there are very few, but times when I am feeling alright being off everything. I suppose alot of it has to do with school being over monday & going home. I'm changing dorm rooms to get my own, which will be great. and sunday is my 20th birthday. maybe that stuff influences my mood right now, but I still don't get it. now my psychologist thinks that I really should be on less, when I don't think that is the case at all. I really don't see myself being anything but miserable once I'm back home and the excitement is over. how do I explain that I do need a mood stabilizer, antidepressant, and neurontin. that's what I've always felt I needed and still believe I do. I've been told that I'm feeling a little better at times yet my mood is completely unstable, which I know. yet it's a heck of a lot better than being in that horrible pain 24/7. but how do I know I still need stuff or not? and how do I get my psychologist and new pdoc to believe what I do? (sorry this is so long). Christy
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