Posted by tina on August 9, 2000, at 16:20:06
In reply to Re: MARK: **How are ya doin'? » tina, posted by mark on August 9, 2000, at 0:18:10
Hey Mark:
If you find an instruction book let me know will ya. I'd love a copy of it. Afraid diagrams wouldn't do any good though, with my luck they'd be in japanese.
Today, I tried to sign up for some courses so i wouldn't have to go back to the type of work I was doing before and every course I wanted was either full or cancelled. Sometimes I wonder if "someone" is trying to tell me something.
I feel like I can't just sit back and see what falls into my lap because nothing does and I go on year after year in the same kind of irritating, boring job but when I take control I get doors slammed in my face. It really bugs me.
So, I definitely do know how you feel but I have no solution for you or me. I'm hoping that when I get this illness sorted out, I'll be able to think clearer and find a direction for myself.
It isn't even the job for me. It is a whole "Is this what I am supposed to be?" question, like you said. Finding meaning in what you do and how you live is really big task and I haven't been up to the challenge so far.
Everything is so hard but I have found the people here very helpful and supportive. I don't like to bug my family or friends too much with my probs either so I whine a lot to these guys and they are very forgiving of my unpredictable moods.(bi-polar) I hope you can find as much help and love as I have found here.
Keep in touch
Peace and hugs
Tina
PS: Definitely DON'T do the comb-over thing. teeheehee
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