Posted by kerry B on June 29, 2000, at 17:45:11
In reply to Re: I can't handle being schizoaffective, posted by noa on June 29, 2000, at 8:38:10
> Do you have any support systems?
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> Had you tried any other meds before stelazine, and did they help?
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> If they haven't called you, could you call them?
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> I am glad you are posting here for support. You are really struggling and deserve the support. Keep us posted.hi again noa,
Thanks so much for your support! I need it at this time.I am sitting here alone now, my kids and husband have gone to school and work which is the way I like it. My husband gets angry with me, he tries to help and understand but it's hard for him because I always abuse him and I don't know I'm doing it. As for the kids, the older one, 10, has had a really hard time because of me. I guess I've ruined his childhood dreams of being a happy normal family, my daughter, 8, is oblivious to it all I think. I have been on so many meds I can't recall them all but a lot of them gave me serious side effects so that is why they have put me on stelazine again, that also has effects that I find hard to handle but what else is there to do? I will ring the health team and find out about this appointment they are supposed to be getting for me. Yes, I will definately do it! I wake up each morning feeling like I want to be sick from the anticipation of what the day will bring. I'm afaid the phone will ring or someone will come to the door, it's horrible!!!!! I wish it would all go away and I was once again like I used to be, fun loving and enjoying life and people but I guess that's gone for ever. Sorry, I have rattled off enough but it's good to talk about it as I can't really tell anyone else. Some people know about me but they keep it hush hush when they see me, I guess they feel uncomfortable around me. Oh well, I have myself and if it wasn't for this site, I would feel totally abandoned, I don't even know how I found it but I'm glad I did!!!! Thanks noa!!!!! Bye for now..............
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