Posted by Kathie on May 31, 2000, at 0:07:38
tina,
how the heck are you?? Your last few posts have been very sad. I hope you are feeling alittle more light hearted today. Don't let the woes of the world, or the others here, bring you down, or make you lose hope. Remember I am the one that lucked out on my very first AD!!! I have no hopeless stories about failure after failure! Yes, my life itself has been and interesting and brutal rollercoaster ride which continues even today!! However I certainly have no death wish, I want to live..I hope to see more grandchildren, I hope to see my son grow into a man, I hope to see springtime through the eyes of unborn generations, I hope to see where computer technology will take us in this century (or at least part of it, I don't imagine I will live to be 140!!).
I enjoy the sound of children laughing, I love watching my dogs play together, I loved watching my daughter graduate high school on the weekend...I loved seeing her all glammed up, looking like a movie star in her ball gown, her fancy coiffure, her lovely gel nails and her sun glasses!! I beamed with pride seeing my little girl accomplish her first important goal...finishing high school. I laughed at the stories I heard about her at "safe" grad (a supervised party where admittance is restricted to grads and one guest but drinking is allowed, paramedics are on site, etc.)when she way overindulged and ended up sick as a dog!!
I guess what I am trying to say is overall I am a success story, I just have had some nasty life experiences...I suffer depression, I need the help, but I got it and am stable..it is not hopeless, ever. I do know how it feels to be hopeless though...I have been there...really I have....and I am not there now...don't you give up hope, missy!!!!!!!!
Kathie
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