Posted by Janice on March 19, 2000, at 16:00:57
In reply to Re: Today, the music died... , posted by Noa on March 19, 2000, at 13:02:25
the chair method would be cheaper and faster...and, I'd guess, as effective as the psychological testing I'm undergoing.
I feel more unstable since starting the lithium. I keep thinking how I wish I was dead--no suicidal intentions.
Today, I am extremely ANGRY. I am also experimenting without taking the Dexedrine because I believe I may have to get used to this. I am hiding from everyone. And worried about irrational things, which seem so real right now.
My blood is quick to boil...and I feel like smashing things. I doubt this is stability.
Does anyone know what stability feels like? Will I recognize it when I feel it?
Janice
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