Posted by Cindy W on February 7, 2000, at 21:41:41
In reply to Still Severely Depressed., posted by Michael on February 7, 2000, at 17:28:51
> Suicide..... Seems like a quiet place, thought about
> it alot today. Pain is so bad. I have appts. with SSA
> for disibility retirement.
> Pain meds suck, although they help alot, cannot keep a
> straight head, foggy,lethargic,nothing stays, forgetful,
> But always think of suicide..... way out of here.
> Couldn't finish a shower without looking at my guns.
> Im scared for myself. Just go to sleep like all of the
> overdoses. scared it wont work. Im scared, yeah really
> scared. I see my family doc tomorrow, he knows my
> severe depression, I gotta get help.SCARED TO DEATH....
Michael, I agree with what Noa and Amanda S have said...right now everything may seem hopeless, but that may change very quickly with help. Either try and find somebody tonight to call, or write people here on the board, or call your family doc, if you are really scared you might hurt yourself. The despair makes it hard to see that solutions are possible. Hang in there!--Cindy W
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