Posted by claudeah on January 31, 2000, at 16:09:26
In reply to Re: Kev---are you a consultant, or a lawyer????, posted by Noa on January 31, 2000, at 14:18:52
> One of the things I was talking to my therapist about just recently was the whole issue of my being so disorganized these past few years, concurrent with depression. What I realized is that 1) I am capable of organizing things and keeping them organized--I have done it in the past. 2)I don't keep things organized, even tho I wish I would. 3) Organization seems to me to be an effort that has no intrinsic value, but serves a utilitarian purpose, ie, it facilitates living. 4) Perhaps I cannot get or stay organized now because I am not ready to commit to living, and without that motivation, what use is the tool, organization.
Can't agree more with that one!!!! But then again one thing that has kept me going is the thought of them finding me dead in such a disasteriously messy place.
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