Posted by Racer on May 26, 2006, at 22:13:44
It was something another poster wrote to me on another board that triggered it, and I looked through all the [excrement] that went on for me two years ago.
It was not as bad as it was last time I tried, although it got very rough towards the end -- but rough in me becoming ashamed that I reacted so strongly to it, and that I exposed so much of it here, and that I whined so much, etc. That's never fun. And I'm ashamed that I'm not over it yet. I'm so afraid that I will become one of those people who define their entire lives by the time they saw "something nasty in the woodshed," and never try to get over it.
But you know what I did?
I copied and pasted all of it into a Word document, and I will take it to my current T. Maybe get through some of it with her.
And you know what else? I still feel as though I could get over it if only someone involved had said to me, "we may have made mistakes, and we're sorry you were so hurt by it." Not gonna happen...
OK. I'm done now...
poster:Racer
thread:649159
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/2000/20050828/msgs/649159.html