Re: The saddest part of it is... » shar

Posted by Racer on September 11, 2005, at 14:04:34

In reply to Re: The sad part of it is... » Racer, posted by shar on September 10, 2005, at 20:33:04

> Wow! Racer, do you know what a trauma you've experienced?!
> >
> xoxo
> Shar
I guess the saddest part of the whole thing is that I don't really know what a trauma I experienced. There is a very, very big part of me that still thinks I shouldn't have been hurt by it, that I should have been stronger than they were, etc. Even knowing that this all started within a couple of weeks of a suicide attempt, I still have this sense that I shouldn't have needed anything from them, that I shouldn't have been vulnerable, and that 'nothing really bad actually happened to me.'
Funny thing, those all feel so familiar...

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