Posted by tina on May 19, 2004, at 9:38:21
In reply to Re: meekly waving hello » tina, posted by shar on May 18, 2004, at 18:27:48
Suicidal huh? You gettin help with that or have you given up on that route like I have?
I totally understand the desire to just have life over with and all these things, events and people getting in the way. I'm glad you're still around though, otherwise, I'd have no one to complain to :-) right? Still, I'm not even going to try to talk you out of it since it would be rather hypocritical of me, but I won't encourage you either. I shall remain neutral on the matter and let you decide for yourself what is best for you. I'm assuming you are in the right mind to do so. ;) DOn't take this to mean I don't care. That's very far from the truth. I just don't want to tell people that they should live and hope for tomorrow when I don't believe it myself. Ya know?
But, I digress....
Anyway, talking about me isn't any fun so I won't go into any details of my completely sucky life. I just wish I had one friend here in the real world that would hold my hand, let me lean on them or just sit beside me and listen. Ive tried to make friends to no avail. I just don't know what I'm doing wrong. I think I'm friend-worthy sometimes and then I realize I mustn't be since I haven't got any. What a paradox.
Well shar, I'm just rambling here and should really get my ass in gear for the day. I have a ton of things to do. Email me if you are so inclined and we can try to stay in touch more. I'd like that.
love ya
tina
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