OK, I'm terrified to go back to Dr EC

Posted by Racer on April 11, 2004, at 23:28:25

Since I've stopped all medications, and cancelled a bunch of appointments, I'm too frightened to go back to see Dr EyeCandy. Mind you, I *want* to see him, and I even want to be medicated -- well, OK, I only want to be medicated if it helps me, but I still *know* that medications have helped in the past. I really don't want to be medicated, but I also want to be functional again, and medications have made that possible in the past.
So, I wrote down all the things I was afraid of, to take in to my therapist to start working on them. I've listed the fears, along with some explanations of them.
Here's the problem: I'm afraid that she'll see it as me being controlling, and manipulative, and all those other things like trying to force issues, etc. Any words of wisdom from the Peanut Gallery?
Thanks!

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