Posted by Racer on March 1, 2004, at 21:07:20
In reply to Re: Ugh -- report after first session with new therp » Racer, posted by judy1 on March 1, 2004, at 15:18:44
It's not so much that I have specific drugs in mind that he's not comfortable with prescribing. It seems more complex than that, to me, but it's probably simpler: I think he has invested a part of himself into keeping me sick. (Man, I'm shaking when I type that, it sounds so crazy.) He is changing meds, trying to find something that works, but I get this vibe off of him that says he wants me to stay sick so that he can feel well. You know, the old "there but for the grace of.." thing.
And, I really like him. I do think he's a good, compassionate, caring, devoted man. I just think that he has some unresolved issues of his own that I trigger too strongly for his comfort.
Or, maybe I'm just nuts?
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