Posted by Phil on July 21, 2003, at 13:28:57
Racer, you posted the Xanax thing on my 50th birthday. I'm very happy to see you're still kicking.
I've been thinking some pretty bad thoughts myself but I've already told everyone here that I would never commit suicide. Plus, you know, Texas may get PowerBall this year so I'm sure I'll win that jackpot out of the 200,000,000 entries.
I'll send you a 20 spot...okay $100.00.
I haven't met your breasts but my chest has had a lot to do with my depression. I have pectus excavatum which has kept me from many very fun social gatherings. I never had anyone when I was young, tell me that you know, you're unique and people will love you the way you are and all those lies. So, all the problems in my life kind of began at puberty which coincided with my mom becoming a full blown alcoholic. My nickname is Lucky.
Anyway, the most important thing right now is getting back on your feet and moving on. You are a very loved person here. I know you'll be okay. I will too. I haven't found a way to look good when I'm dead. I want to get cremated because I don't want whoever shows up at my funeral not to see me with my game face on.
I've yet to see a mortician do a decent job. Sure, the person is dead, but I bet those Hollywood people could pull it off.
If anyone's feelings are a bit raw, I write this stuff to keep myself sane, not to offend, it's just a story.
Racer, I'll try to stick around because I now know thay I serve a very important mission here. Others look at my posts and say, 'But for the grace of God, there goes I.'
You've survived worse Racer..let's stick around, get real old and piss the young drivers off.
poster:Phil
thread:243919
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/2000/20030702/msgs/243919.html