Posted by Racer on July 6, 2003, at 13:43:51
I'm not really numb, not really anything at all. I can't find any strong feelings, the way I could the other day when I thought I wanted to kill myself. Now I just can't seem to find anything at all inside me. There's a sort of sense that I can't live, but wanting to or not wanting to isn't there right now. I can't say I don't care, really, but there's no feeling of pressure either way.
It's a little worrisome.
poster:Racer
thread:239683
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